Angelica Panganiban: ‘Bakit ba lagi akong iniiwan?’ hugot

Angelica Panganiban’s surprise appearance at the concert of Moira dela Torre on Sunday was initially met with laughs and loud applause, but the audience quickly turned silent when the actress appeared increasingly serious with her soul-baring spoken word poetry.

“Bakit ba lagi akong iniiwan? Bakit lagi akong nasasaktan?” were Panganiban’s first two sentences, both drawing cheers for the actress dubbed local showbiz’s “Hugot Queen.”

Panganiban said: “Aabot ka doon sa mauubusan ka ng mga ‘bakit,’ mauubusan ng sigla, ng gana. Pu-puwede ka pala nilang tapusin, pu-puwede ka palang mamatay. At kapag doon, nakabaon ka na sa sobrang kalungkutan, doon ka na babangon.

“Sa sarili ka lang kakapit, sa sarili ka maniniwala’t magtitiwala. Sa sarili ka muna magsisimula. Pag buo mo na ang lahat ng nasira sa ‘yo, dahan-dahan, doon mo tatapusin ang mahirapan, doon mo tatapusin ang maawa sa sarili, doon ka na lalaban, doon mo na iiwan ang pagiging duwag. Iwan mo sa mga naging duwag na mahalin ka.

“At dahan-dahan, mapapalitan ang lahat ng ‘bakit’ ng pasasalamat. Maiisip mo, ibabalik ng tadhana ang lahat ng nakalaan sa ‘yo, at dahan-dahan, mararamdaman mong muling mabuhay sa bagong liwanag ng ikaw, na ikaw lang ang bumuo.

“Makikita mong hinahanda ka lang pala ng Bathala para sa nakatadhana, para sa mas matibay na ikaw, mas matapang, para sa bagong buhay, bagong pagmamahal, at bagong ikaw.”

Panganiban has been open about her heartbreak in her numerous interviews. While she wouldn’t explicitly identify the ex-boyfriend in question, the actress hinted at circumstances surrounding the failed relationship

Panganiban is one of the co-producers of the singer’s show, along with fellow Kapamilya stars Sam Milby and John Prats under Bright Bulb Productions. NEWS.ABS-CBN.COM

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